in my opinion producer should be able to judge (after reading fiction /novel or even synopsis ) whether its is worth making movie out of fiction .the day Hollywood producer start looking for only story concept “we” (writer) and audience will be able to see better movie ..

N.B if a writer can write screen play; then why do Holly wood producer needs screen pay writer..?

Time management, saving time, prioritizing things in life.

We all complain that we do not have enough time for life. Here is a story about time management.

Maya enjoyed her collage days. Other than studies and enjoying her life she never had to do anything at home. She spends her time mostly with her friends. In her spare time she either read romantic novels or watched soap opera.

After completing her post graduation she got married. Settled down with her husband in far a way in a city. Naturally she had to adapt to her new life. After serving break fast she also had to pack lunch box before her husband goes to office. After the morning rush hours she spends rest of the time either reading her favorite novel or watching t.v programs.

After one year she become proud mother of her a baby girl. She still found time to cook break fast; pack lunch box for her husband also took care of her son.

After three years she delivered her second child. Now she had cook breakfast and prepare two lunch box. Apart from that she had to drop her son at near by school and also look after her second child.

On her seventh year she delivered her third child. Now her work increased to three folds. She was able to prepare brake fast and three lunch box. Also had to take care of her newborn baby. She was able to finish her duty every time that too on time! .

Like all of us she too had only twenty- four hours per day but how did she managed to do all those things? . She had not performed any miracles. She used time management system. She prioritized things in her life. She only needed to reschedule her timing such a way that it became part of her life.

None of us make money like Bill gate. Even he never worked for twenty-four hours. It is estimated that he makes $350 or RS. 14,700! For every seconds.

We all complain that we do not have time, especially when it comes to helping others. Those people are only telling lame escuseses. The fact is that we do not want to help others.

Here is a quote from me. ” To help others you do not need money but you need a willing heart “. In this materiel world that is the only precious thing people do not have.

Jivan

Spamsters ,pishers and suckers .

Some of you might have received similar letter (see sample letter below this article) through your Emil. Recently one Negro guy from Nigeria was arrested in India for cheating more than forty lakhs
(Rs.40, 00, 00) through similar method. Most of these types of letters are originated from Nigeria.Except name and email addresses contents are always same .they send unsolicited letters.
At time they praise your book in POD mode only to get reply and to get access to your account.Later they lick out our account! .what do you think of those suckers?.

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Sample letter.

From:
Patricia Dick
Subject:
From Miss Patricia Dick
Message:
From Miss Patricia Dick
Abidjan,Cote D’Ivoire

Please,do kindly reply back to me through this my private email address(patdick87@yahoo.com) for security reasons and also for more details.

Dear one,

Permit me to inform you of my desire of going into long time relatioship and financial transaction for our mutual benefits hence I write with due respect .I am PATRICIA DICK and I inherited an important sum of money from my late father who died in the last war crisis in Cote d’Ivoire. I wish to request for your assistance in investing this money in a lucrative venture under your directives and guidiance in your country. I want you to assist me for the transfer of this sum of Three million, five hundred thousand United State Dollars.($3.500,000)to your account designate hence I will give you the contact of the bank where the money is so that you can contact them immediately and discuss with them since I do not know much about financial issues. I will give you some resonable percentage from the total sum for your assistance while I pray that you do not betray me at last.

From the bottom of my heart, I am willing to offer you 10% of the total fund as a mode of compensation after the transfer for your time and effort with 5% mapped out encase any expense you make on the process of the transfer. All the necessary documents concerning this fund is intact.

Please it is important you contact me immediately for more clarifications on the next step hence it is my wish to relocate to your country as soon as this transaction is concluded as my late father’s relatives is after my life due to my inheritance and out of jealousness.

I wait for your urgent response as you are a God sent to me for an assistance.

Thanks and God bless.

Yours Faithfully,
Miss Patricia Dick.

Most you (Westerners)are not aware of that bomb blast are taking place in different part of India. courtesy.ISI,SIMI,Indian jihads and other Muslim fundamentalists.. i am working for a small Lodge with thirty six room as a manager.we are having tuff time.we were advised by police personnel that no room should be allotted without proper documents.ie. passport, voters I.D,driving licence,ration cards etc.we had to take xerox copy of the original to file it.like a security personnel we also had to check their belongings!.just because jihads had already promised us a spectacular bomb blast across Chennai city on our independent’s day (Aug 15th).couple of persons with terrorist group had been arrested , but their sleeper cells are very much active.parents does not want to send their children to school on that day .it seems time is ticking away.. unlike in olden days where illiterate youths are drawn into terrorism read jihads now ti is the turn of well educated and highly qualified Muslims youths to get into terrorist net work.no one can Deny their involvement in national or international level terrorism .i am not generalising their community our statistics reports are living proof of jihads. It is sad to note that there is a subtle war taking place within their community. when moderate wants freedom ,progress and prosperity .ask any moderate in Afghanistan,Iraq ,Saudi Arabia or any other part of the word where Sharia system is imposed through intimidation.only those fanatics wants to follow the foot step of Osman bin laden and Taliban (tribal system). end result is always paid by the innocent lives . Stop terrorist . terrorists are the by product of sick society .it is like cancer ,if not treated properly it can spared their entire community . war on twenty first century will be based on clash of civilisation .moderate v/s religious fanatics. .middle east is one such example.

A middle class parent brings up their only daughter with lots of love and affection, only to find their dreams shattered at the end. Their only daughter chooses to live with her girl friend as living partner! How her aged parents cope up with their tragedy forms the rest of the story.

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I was a proud father of my daughter .her every achievements at school made me think of her bright future. Now she had competed her higher secondary studies .I want her to study for C.A .with my influence in a bank as a charted accountant I can get her good job here in Chennai. My daughter Anu insists that she wanted to study for MCA. Even when she was in high schools she was not satisfied with computer software programs .she always complaint to me “it should have been programmed like this...”..You know the way she wants .I mean in her Taurus way. At times she says she want to modify software programs .even though I use computer at my work place It never occurred to me that the computer programs should be modified .here my daughter want to rewrite the programs. I am comfortable the way computer functions. “Who knows? Some other day software will be named after my little genius!”

Being a tarus girl she always got things done it in her own ways .she was very stubborn. At last, I gave in. tried to get her admission at MIT in Chennai. She could not get admission there. At the last moment she got a seat at Coimbatore engineering collage. My wife felt very sad, our only daughter had to study far away in Coimbatore. There was a special bound between my wife and my daughter, there are more like friends. I only convinced my wife “why holding our little genius, her heart belongs to computer engineering. If only she study basics, her innovation can take wings.”...

I took three days off from the bank. We went for shopping to purchase all new items for our daughter, by evening train we left for Coimbatore. Next day she got admitted in her collage. I had paid her fees and hostel charges. We visited our daughter’s hostel .she had to share her room with another girl from Mumbai. Her name was Nisha, a very modern and sophisticated looking girl.

Me and my wife stayed near by a lodge for two more days only to make sure that our daughter was comfortable with her stay at hostel .we met our daughter after her collage hours. My daughter complained me about substandard food served at the canteen. We thought it was natural since our daughter was missing her homemade foods.. Nisha came to RLY station to give us sendoff .At the RLY station our daughter started crying. We asked Nisha to take care of our daughter. On the third day we left for Chennai

Without Anu our house was not lively .I had some how managed to carry out my rutine at office but at home i missed my daughter. Now and then our daughter spoke to us over the phone most of the time she complained about canteen food. We really felt sorry for her. With my wife she spoke about Nisha for long time. She said her friend Nisha gave her emotional support... it seems there is some thing common between them. Nisha cannot be a Taurus girl if that was the case they would have locked horns now .may be an Aquarian. I guess. They are not bad people, little bit eccentric, but no harm.

My daughter may not be eating properly I was worried about her canteen food. My ex colleague cashier Ravi was working at Coimbatore branch .I must write to him asking whether he can accommodate my daughter as a paying guest in their house. Just one bathe attached bedroom and homemade food. That was more than enough for her.

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I willing to pay whatever the amount Ravi asks for it .My daughter’s health should not get spoiled. Next day I got our Coimbatore branch office address .I wrote a lengthy letter requesting him to consider paying accommodation for my daughter. After one week I received reply letter. he was more than willing to help me...

Again I had to take leave from office to go to Coimbatore. Next I met collage principle

And explained to him about the paying guest arrangements I made for my daughter.

Ravi had signed papers as a local guardian for my daughter. My daughter settled down at Ravi’s house that was just five-kilometer away form, her collage. Ravi had two children one boy about ten years old and a young daughter aged seven. I gave him one-month advance amount of money for accommodation and food. I promised Ravi that I would send cheque every month for that same amount .I thanked him for his help. Every thing was fine. I was happy no more food problem for my little genius, she can now concentrate on studies. I returned back to Chennai.

Our bank offered voluntary retirement scheme (VRS). .I had five more years of service left to retire but if I opted for VRS I will get extra amount of money with that money I can built first floor and give it for rent .I asked for my wife’s opinion , when it comes to making decision she will always leave it to me but Still I ask my wife’s opinion. I had applied for VRS scheme and got extra amount of money; along with my settlement amount in about five months of time. We built two bedrooms with bathe-attached house on the first floor. Just the same as our ground floor. Ground floor we gave it for rent .our tenets were good people. An old retired gazette officer with his wife .two of his daughter were married and settled down in abroad. They never gave us any trouble.

After constructing first floor balance amount of money I had put it in fixed deposit scheme in my wife’s name .I had slogged for thirty year for my office. Now all I want is to enjoy the retired life. After my daughter’s graduation she should get married and settle down. If her husband permits she can go for work.

The other day my daughter rang up and asked me whether her friend Nisha too can stay with her as paying guest at Ravi’s house .she said Nisha had too problem with canteen food. I told my daughter I would get back to her after I spoke to Ravi .Next day I spoke to Ravi over the phone. I told Ravi that there are some problems with hostel canteen food. The management people are making a killing out of hostel facilities. Collage management was charging heavy rate for substandard food items at canteen. Even after repeatedly complaining about it management had not improved the quality of food. I had asked Ravi whether he could accommodate my daughter’s friend Nisha as a paying guest. .he did not say anything immediately...l continued “ just one extra cot she will stay in my daughter’s room .they are good friends .it will help them to study better by discussing their subject .Don’t bother about preparing north food .Nisha will get used to our food . Idlees, sambar and rasam like stuffs .she can have north Indian foods on Sundays at the fast food restaurant. I do not think she will be a burden for your family. She is from well to do family, If you want you can charge extra amount form her. Think about making extra money for another four years. You talk to your wife and see what best you can help her”.

After a week’s time I had received letter from Ravi .He wrote to me that he had purchased one colt and bedding for Nisha and she is allowed to move in any time. He also mentioned four rupees he will charge per unit of current consumption. That could be his wife’s idea. I said I will inform my daughter and they will get in touch with you. .Nisha’s parents came from Mumbai and she was shifted to Anu’s room as a paying guests .Nisha’s parents thanked me over the phone .her father assured me that next time he will meet me in person. It seems she too was pestering her father with canteen foods. Nisha send me a big greeting card thanking me for arranging accommodation for her.

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On Christmas vacation Nisha came and stayed with us. There seems a special bound between them just like the sesame kids. They were always together. They spend vacation time watching movie everyday at the theater. Nisha spent lot of money on branded clothes .she bought some clothes for my daughter too. She had great taste and sense of color.

On the final year, one of the leading international software giants called on for innovation ideas in software. . My daughter Anu had submitted her thesis for the contest .she was one among the three students selected by the company. Even before she could write the final examines she was hired for the company’s R&D division at Mumbai. She asked for my permission to join their head quarters .I told her she can sign the contract but only after writing your final exams she can join for work .my daughter’s job was assured I felt very proud of her. My wife was apprehensive about sending our daughter far away. I told my wife that she should be proud of her daughter.working in R&D for a world’s leading company is just a dream for any aspiring engineering student. They are offering initial salary of 30 K! If she can prove her mettle one-day she will work for their head quarts at Silicon Valley. Our little genius is no more a girl she can take care of herself “. My wife asked me.”Where will our daughter stay at Mumbai. Will she be safe alone?”. I told my wife not to worry about her accommodation at Mumbai. There is YWCA and there are good women hostels too. After she complete her final exams we will decide about it ” .

After three months our daughter wrote her final exams and came home with Nisha. My daughter had only one month left to join for work at Mumbai head quarters of MNC. I deiced to celebrate my daughters appoint order. Booked dinner at Sheraton hotel. On Sunday we had dinner at Sheraton. While having dinner I told Nisha about my wife’s concern for Anu’s stay at Mumbai.

Nisha. “Why worry about your little genius’s stay at Mumbai when we have a big bungalow there? IT park is just about seven kilometer from our home .my papa can drop her on his way to his office .I am unemployed. I can drive her for work and back home in my car; provided that I am paid for it!”

I...”Do not worry Nisha once our daughter join for work she will try job for you. What Viji, anymore excuse you want to make? ”

Wife...”Thank you, Nisha .I was really worried about my daughters stay at Mumbai “

Nisha...”Auntie, it is no big deal. After all she is my intimate friend “.

We were very much worried about our daughter’s safety. She will have a homely atmosphere at Nisha’s place. After a week’s stay at our home Nisha left for Mumbai by flight.

We had decided to go to Mumbai three day prior to Anu’s appoiment at her office. We left for Mumbai my train. After thirty hours of journey we arrived at VT station. Having informed Nisha she and her mother were waiting for us at the station. We got into their new car. Her house was a big bungalow .a five-bed room house with a big garden in the heart of the city!. I could not imagine a house with big garden in Mumbai. It must be worth cores of rupees. May be their life style demands opulence. Her father was running export business. They were exporting Precious, semiprecious stones, designer and ethnic jewelry to U.S and Europe. Her elder brother was married and settledown in U.K. he was looking after their family business there. Nisha’s father joined us for lunch .He brought a gift packet for Anu. His way of celebrating my daughter’s appoiment. He told Nisha to take us around the city .after lunch he left for office .time is money .he must be a busy man. After lunch Nisha took us to gateway of India, Nariman point; marine drive and Malabar hills.we enjoyed watching sunset .we had coffee and snacks at Hilton hotel. We then went for shopping at Crawford market and returned back to her home at 8.30 pm.

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Next day Nisha took our daughter to her office in her car. Since we were returning back to Chennai by evening train our daughter came early to home .we all got into the car. Nisha drove us to central RLY station. We asked Nisha to look after our daughter and I left for Chennai with a heavy heart... Some time our daughter spoke to us over the phone .she was all praise for Nisha. Every day Nisha drives her to her office. My daughter said she was trying to get a job for Nisha at their office. I said “Good, some thing in return. “.After two months, Anu was able to get job for Nisha, not in her research department, she said some software development related work.

Every year-end our daughter came and stayed with us. Anu told me that she is doing higher studies in her specialized subject. She said her ultimate goal was to work for the company’s R&D center at their headquarters in Silicon Valley .she had not changed much. Still our same old Anu…. At least we believed....

When she came to our house on her fourth year of her service, .my wife reminded her of getting married. At first Anu told her as if she was married to her work .I mean she was not interested in marriage, commitments and responsibilities. Just like any other over ambitious girl would have talked at her age. There was something wrong….. Something we parents were not prepared for it.….

We gave our daughter more love and affection. Unlike other parents we also gave her more freedom. We were over confident of our daughter. Even when she was a young girl I taught her how to be self-reliant .we tolerated all her tantrums she was our only child. we pampered her every whims and fancies...but then she was not a spoiled child.

On fifth year of her service Anu got promoted to head of their department. She was asked to take incharge of their New Delhi branch .she got her friend Nisha transferred to their new office. They took an apartment at a posh locality and settle down.

I had gone for my usual evening walk. Our daughter Anu had flown from Newdelhi for her official work at Chennai branch. After her office hours, she came to our home in the evening. After serving coffee my wife spoke to her about her marriage.

Viji ...”Anu, it is right time for you get married and settle down in life.”

Anu.. “Ma ... I had recently taken incharge of our new branch at New Delhi. I do not want to get married at this time of my carrier life .I am aiming to work for our head quarters at Silicon Valley.

Viji...”Do not get married to work .you have your own life. Slow down. See whether you can get some work from your company and start something here in Chennai. I will ask your daddy to make arrangements for loan from the bank. Your hetric work schedule will not permit you to look after your children properly. Your daddy insist that we will bring up your children .he is looking for a little companion in his retired life.”

Anu...”Ma...Our work schedule is very hectic .you do not understand work pressure and deadlines .I cannot do justice to my married life. Commitments and responsibilities ...sorry ma...Don’t force me for marriage now...”

Viji…” .Anu, don’t tell me all those lame excuses, people are getting married regardless of their work pressure. Shall I ask your daddy to look for a bride groom?”

Anu...”Ma... please tries to understand me ...” (4)

Viji ...”Are you looking for Mr. Right? Anu...There is no Mr. Right and nobody is perfect. Success of married life depends upon the mutual understanding between the husband and wife. it will not happen over night ,married people developed it over a period of time .in married life you follow simple rules like .Do not constantly nag your husband .when he throws tantrum just ignore him .he will come around ,pamper him when he is good .do not have ego hassles with your husband . , Do not try to reform him .men are like grownup kids with age they will became matured, and most import thing even in married life do not encroach onto their territory. They need freedom and breathing Space.. That is all they ask for you...If you follow these simple rules you can enjoy married life .now tell me are you in love with some one? You know your daddy is very broad minded person .he will not be bothered about his son in laws religion, cast, north south or rich or poor. Your happiness means every thing to him “.

Anu was fed up of her mother’s constant nagging .she just flared up.

Anu...” Every time I came home you are pestering me to get married .yes I am in love .I cannot live with out her! . I am not getting married to any other guy “...

Viji... “What nonsense are you talking about? You are in love with HER?. With whom?”

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********Rest of the story explainsabout Anu’s life with her girlfriend! How her aged parents cope up with their loss of only daughter. Their life with Mini. Even after the death of Anu’s father how her mother brig up Mini takes you through the rest of the pages. ***************************

Before their first wedding anniversary, our daughter Mini derived a healthy boy at the city hospital. On the third day she was discharged from the hospital. They got home by taxi .Mini unlocked our main door. Wife brought my grand son close to my garlanded photo. Pointing her finger at me my wife told my grand son “Look, that is your grand pa..” she wiped tears ..

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This story is about a little princess. How globalization changed an ordinary family life forever. An-aged fathers struggle to give his only daughter good education and a secured life. After the court battle

For his daughter’s custody will he ever live with his estranged wife?

I was enjoying my celibacy life. Living with my ailing mother I had to cook, wash and look after my mother. My mother repeatedly reminds me of get married. One day my mother reminds me that all my friends were married and happily settled down. She asked me. “When are you getting married? After me who is going to look after you “? I answered it by saying, “Ma marriage means more responsibilities and more expenses. I am enjoying my bachelor life, I have my freedom and no more obligations “.

After some days I started thinking about marriage and its prose and cons. After much deliberation I had decided to publish in matrimonial column for a bride. “. 5.5 ft, slim, fairs. Religion and cast no bar, bride for 42-years-old service engineer, c/o National, Chennai 2. I had received sixteen-reply letter. Some of the would be in laws want me to convert into their religion, others offered me money to start my own business and few letters from widows... out of sixteen reply I had selected only three letters and went for bride hunting. One is too fat, one is too short and the other girl rejected me.

My sister in Kerala proposed a girl for me. I had decided this is the last girl I am going to see. No more brides hunting for me .I received one black and white photo. A girl with a pathetic look. Poor soul! My mother approved of her by saying, “since she is also from poor family she will be able to adjust with what ever we have. You get it checked your horoscope and see whether she suits for you.”. I took both the horoscopes and done the astrologer check it. Astrologer told me only 10 out of 5 point’s matches. As per astrology a minimum of seven points should match for a happily married life. he advised me to look for some other girl. I knew a horoscope does not guarantee successful marriages. Success of any marriage depends on mutual understanding between husband and wife. “Do people in love check their horoscope.?” “Does other part of the world check horoscope before getting married “?. This is the last girl I am going to see, either marriage or no marriage for me. I took the girl’s photograph to my office. My colleague told me she is okay for me…She will suit you…” She was tailor made for you! “. My mother and all others approved her so I decided to meet her personally. As per our custom formal meeting between bride and bridegroom was arranged at her home. I went to Calicut to meet her personally. She brought me coffee and sweets. We exchanged very few words .she was very shy but managed to ask me few questions.

Boy meets girl.

Girl: “Do you like me”?

Boy: “Ok”.

Girl: “Do you smoke”?

Boy: “Yeah”

Girl: “Will you stop smoking after marriage”?

Boy: “I will try my level best”

Boy: “Do you like me”?

Girl: “Yes. I like you”…..

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After one month our marriage took place at Guruvayur temple in Kerala as per our tradition. As per our marriage ceremony I was asked to pray at the temple. Being an atheist, it was difficult for me to pray, but at last I prayed!. “O god! There should never be any fight between us”! Our first night was spend in crammed second-class compartment of a train… we went on talking till we fell asleep!

There was no money for honeymoon. A new life! At last somebody is there at my disposal! What a great feeling!” Boy. Why did not I get married earlier”? . Life was smooooooth. No more washing clothes, No dishwashing either. forgets about cooking. I wanted to sing.” what a feeling…

One of the service engineers working at our Hydrabad branch resigned and left for gulf. My manager gave me transfer letter asking me to join at HYD in two weeks time. I pleaded with him to send one young service engineer who was completing training at our service center in Chennai.. Manger told me that I was promoted as sales com service engineer (without any raise in salary) I had explained to him by telling selling international brand fax and laser printer are something new to me. I also will find it difficult to meet expenditure. All my reasoning fell on his deaf ears. He insists that I join HYD branch without cribbing.

I had worked at HYD branch for six months. Life was tough. A part from attending service calls I also had to sell fax, dot matrix, laser printer, computer monitor, and cordless phones and there was target to meet. I tried my best. I could not make incentive by selling products because it was an international brand and prized above all other brands. Most of the time I end up selling product at end user’s prize. Just to show the minimum target.

My mother and wife wrote separate letters to me. Even silly problems were blown out of propositions in pages after pages. Mostly accusing at each other. At home without a referee (me) it was free for all. We men get along easily. If we do not like the other person, we will avoid him at any cost. If the problem persists, we will solve the problem with another problem. It is like ” trouble the trouble and there won’t be any more trouble”. For we men It is just that simple. At home my mother and my wife wanted to bring the roof down!. I thought enough was enough. I will find some job in Chennai. I had submitted my resignation letter after working for six month at HYD branch and returned home without a job.

Even after three years my wife was not conceived. Gynecologist told me that my wife needs test and medication. After spending more than Rs.5000 and waiting for 10 months. My wife delivered a baby girl. I went to see my little princess with new cloths and presented her cute little teddy bear. I saw my little princess. My wife named her Ammini. To me she will be always Sony Gudiya .My wife later wrote to me that my “goody” was scared of teddy bear and used to cry when she was an infant. Gradually she got used to him and they became Inseparable. My wife was taking training at her home. How to bath and look after Sony. After fourth mouth I brought them back to my home. Sony carried teddy wherever she goes. Seldom she gets angry and poor teddy became her victim…he was always at the receiving end, after beating she tells him she doesn’t want him around. She then throw him out of the window. My wife or myself go out to pick up the teddy and ‘pacify’ him .if our daughter is still angry she will came back and beat teddy again, at times she would threaten teddy that she will kill him. Hardly one year and two months old and she want to kill teddy! . When we console our poor teddy, Sony feel sorry for him she then tells him sorry and give him a bear hug and shower him with her kisses.. They soon became inseparable once again.

Watching our daughter grown-up in front of our eyes can not be described in word .I used to compare my intelligence with her age. Comparing to other girls of her age Sony was an intelligent girl. . At the age of two she was able to sing five nursery rhymes, she was able to tell the names of week and months, she could also count one to fifty. I felt very proud of my daughter. Her favorite TV.channel is POGO. I had lots of hope on her…. A Little bit monster but my daughter was full of life and fun.

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At home my mother and wife were trying to show their superiority. Fragile ego problem .I was with out job for one and half months and were drummed by either of them. I met my ex colleagues of Chennai branch. They told me that our manager took bribe of RS 50,000 from the trainee technician to appoint him in Chennai branch .the boy was from his same cast. I knew our Chennai branch manger was a man of dubious character. When working in any organization over a period of time we will understand how the system works but safe guarding our job is most important than ever changing equations and politics in an office environments.

Later our company came to know his involvement in double-dealings and kicked him out of the service. He had misappropriated lacks of rupees by appointing new dealers .he even collaborated with them and made good fortune. Two of the dealers he appointed went absconding along with goods. Company had lost nearly twelve lacks of rupee .Out of three cores of rupees as outstanding amount from our dealers from across India, our manager had alone supplied goods worth more than sixty lakhs of rupees items even after repeatedly receiving bounced cheque from the dealers. Some of the dealers declared bankruptcy! . The other method he used to make money was by taking company’s service contract. He runs a parallel service for the costumes with the help of two of the technicians. Out of hundred and sixty-service contracts he had appropriated half of them in his name. Who will bell the cat?. At the age of forty-four I went for job hunting.

A.D.1999... Our union finance minister (present Prime Minister) declared LIBERALISATION policies, another pet name given for Globalization. Every Companies and organizations were offering voluntary retirement scheme (VRS) read load shedding or to contain over head cost .No white goods manufacturing companies were employing new service technician for their service department. They appointed franchise. . Some of them offered work on sub contract biases to get their service done. With no other option left, I had joined in one of the India’s leading white goods manufacturing company’s franchise as a service technician. It was not bad in the beginning. Only five technicians to attend service calls .At times instead of three pin codes we end up attending four-pin code area per technician. Even at 9.30 p.m. we were on site about forty or fifty kilometer away from our home. Life was tough but we were able to make some extra money.

According to the manufactures whims and fancies and regardless of workers benefits franchise changes rules and system over night. Appointment procedures were made simple by franchise .No more appointments letter. Appointment was made verbally. It goes some thing like this.”Do you have your own vehicle?”. And a mobile?. you know a Cell is a must ?”..Without bike and cell phone, you are not considered as a service technician. They call it survival kit. Minimum requirements. “Ok, good. “Now you have to pay for uniform dress!”. (Only God knows how long he is going to keep you in work.)”From tomorrow onwards you can join for work”. After you join for work only he will tell you how to make more money by-achieving target (regardless of working hours). Sooner or latter you yourself will find how much money, time and energy you have to use to extra money.

We never had PF, Gratuity, medical,(ESI) or life insurance ,no vehicle maintains allowance ,petrol or food allowances .only consolidate pay per calls were paid .RS .15 or RS 20 ,depending upon the distance from work place. They paid RS 40 per call if it is in Timbkabtu or in out station. There are some company’s franchise and service subcontracts offering Rs10 for attending service calls. Those technicians survive by making “extra” money .how they make extra money and how much they make depends upon their individual “skill”.

Manufactures increased number of franchise to six and gradually increased number of technician to 24. (In our franchise) .To give customer immediate response technicians got only one pin code per person. . Per pin code area for one person reduced call attending time and also reduced number of service calls or his lively hood .our manufacture appointed five more franchise. Manufacture insist that we sell accessories to makes extra money to makeup the lost service calls .All the accessories were over prized. (3)

Cheap and duplicate items made in Delhi or some chine’s spare parts were asked to sell it to coustmer.

Some of the items are even sold by footpath sellers!. Selling was tough. Since most of accessories were sold along with appliance by the dealers at the time of selling machines. Company offered us some incentives like if we sell these items we get a consolation amount of 50 peanuts .the highest being 100 peanuts. Per person per pin code area, it means number of reduced service calls (cards). Per day average four or five calls. However distance and petrol consumption remains same.

At the end of the day when you calculate petrol, maintenance and other expenses the struggle we family men make out a living was not worth it. With no other job then franchise system available we just continue to work. Lucky guys are those young bachelors at the end of the month they make out about RS 2000 or RS 2500 p.m. we family men find it difficult to meet both ends. Most of the young and energetic technician made fast money. Some of them disappeared with fridge or A/C. some technicians made arrangements to collect repairing charges from different customer in one particular day and took the entire amount about Rs12000 or Rs15000 and vanished. The intelligent one canvassed service contract from the customers and settled down with their own shop. With “inside people” they can all ways get their work done in double quick at the half rate! . In fact those technician give much faster and reliable service. In my five and half years of service at franchisee more than 250 young and energetic technicians were kicked out of service. Hiring and firing was the order of the day.

Target was always set beyond the reach of anyone. Our manufacturing company demands that we generate ten lakhs rupees worth of business per month. Thorough sales service and annul maitaince contract. Our boss was a BP patient. Like a volcano now and then he explodes. He uses foul languages and was a very abusive person. When we point out hardly 120 or 130 per person/ month. How can one generate one lakhs rupees worth of business per month? Our boss for the matter any other boss does not like asking questions .he will yell at us by saying, “you people are giving lame excuses! That is the advantage of being a BOSS. You can also talk through either side of your mouth. We get enough from customers, including manufacturing defect of products, any given time there is more than 4000 customer case pending in consumer court. Shouting back at customer will cost our job and our boss shouts at us for not bring enough revenue for him. Our Boss was under tremendous pressure to show ten lakhs rupees worth of business per month. I was a good technician, when it comes to meeting target I was always above average .it is impossible to meet target every time. If you remember 80 % of the work is done by 20% of the work force then you will understand what I mean. When our boss humiliated me in front of others for not archiving target; I felt that I can forgive my enemy, if ever I wanted to kill some one it must be our boss!. So much pressure at work place. No housewife or a mother will never know what is present day work pressure or how much we technician get abused by manufactures, by our boss and also by coustmer. When it is a question of family survival and keeping the job, we take every thing in our stride.

After the globalization manufactures localized their work. Manufacture goods, spare parts, put cash in their bank and attend consumer case at the court. Period. They now run their office with skeleton staff. Franchise technician’s work includes not only servicing their equipment but also to generate as much as money for the manufactures. A Technician becomes all in all. He must be a sales person, capable of selling products or spare parts, collection agent, PRO for the manufactures. His duty also includes.. read warning to make sure that the customer are not going to consumer court at any cost .we were asked to settle the dispute then and there. How you do it is none of the manufactures business! . Their argument is that if it is not a manufacturing defect then the fault lies with the technician! How convenient it is for them to blame on technician. Company executives come to franchise only to preach. It comes naturally to them .how many examples read cock and bull stories they tell us for motivation. Ask any of the company or franchise boss to be in our shoes, they get pissed off. That too for peanuts for per calls. Rest is assured when you got home... God blesses those poor souls!

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On fourth month I brought my little princess and wife from my native place. Sony was very friendly with all our neighbor’s .who ever stretched their arms at her she will lean on them and traveled around the place on their hip. My wife complained to me that she could not have enough of her daughter.

When my daughter was almost ten-month-old we tried our best to walk her. She was little bit plum. not able to balance herself. Our neighbor an old woman told us how to make her walk .we tried it on her. I placed my daughter four inches away from the compound wall. My daughter leaned on back and supported her back shoulder on the compound wall and stood there for some time. We were eagerly waited for her first walk. The magic began after some time. By placing her small step side ways she started moving side ways, like a crab!. First she walked towards left side then stopped then towards right. . It was funny watching her walk side ways, all the while supporting her back shoulder by leaning back at the compound wall. She learned to walk very quickly. Our life revolved around our daughter. Wife started spending more and more time with our daughter. Our house routine had changed. My mother and wife started quarreling over silly things. There was always tension at home. I do not know whether to support my mother or my wife. They started accusing at each other. One thing I was sure both of them tell me nothing but lies only. It was only the beginning.

After 3 years

The company were I worked was running at loss. One day our boss called for a meeting and announced, “I am loosing one lakhs fifty thousand Rupees per month. I cannot run the business any longer. Please you all look for another job. I am going to close down my business.” I tried disparately for a job for the survival of my family. I sent my Bio - data for job. Apply.. apply.... NO reply! Rejected! Date of birth 14/02/1957. They concluded this man is too old. I had also attended walk in interviews.

Interviewer: “You must have a vehicle and mobile phone; you have to pay for petrol and mobile bill. You see. You are a too old; we are looking for young and energetic person, who is capable of working 10 to 12 hours, that too for RS. 2500 p.m. Will you be able to work for that amount”?.

” I need RS. 3500 p.m. to run my house. I thanked them for not calling me...I went home empty handed.

I started pledging gold for provisions and rent. My wife is too good when it comes to sarcastic way of talking. She also thinks I am an incompetent man to get a job. She can only find fault with me. not realizing that nobody wanted to employ a 48-years-old man nor willing to pay more than 2500 p.m. She started taking me for granted. Instead of realizing that with my meager amount of salary I am unable to run the house. She had no intentions of finding a job to save our family. I had spend about four thousand rupees for her computer course, she had completed her Hindi teaching course. She also knows tailoring work. Because I pledge her gold for house expenses she hated me .her problem with my mother also became unbearable. My house became a living hell. I told her to apply for some job sale girl, typist, data entry and make some Rs.1500 p.m. balance amount I will manage. She does not want to share the responsibility of our family. One day she called her brother and left for her native home with my daughter. Poor little princes. . She was hardly two years and three months old when she was taken away to wife’s house.

How many times she must have cried asking papa and nana (My mother). I still wonder what my wife would have told her about her nana and me. I missed carrying my daughter around .We used to goes to the park to play. She also like going to a shopping center where they sell all fancy chines items. I missed every thing about her .My wife was so cruel and selfish. The fact is that she did not want to save our family life .it is her bother and mother who manipulate her .it is her family’s responsibility to see that our marriage survive.

In India people use marriage for emotional black mailing. Some even use marriage as meat business. Marriage can makes money. Alimony! I missed my Sony Gudiya very much. Her small talks. Her nursery rhymes, pranks, laughter and her innocent smile…

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Once I remember …I bought a packet of mosquito coil and got a plastic Chinese camera free. I loading film I took a roll full of snaps of my daughter. “Sony Gudiya… smile please…”! Click…click. One day after paying rent I came home and sat on a chair and was thinking how I am going to pay for provision. Which gold bangle should I pledge now? My daughter came to me with the plastic camera in her hand “papa, smile please…!”. She Try to take my photo without a film in it. .I had found memories of my daughter… If only I had a job ……..

I had sold my wedding ring to join multi level marketing [MLM]by paying Rs.3000/-. MLM products

Were very costly. Only very few customers purchased MLM products. Here in India people are interested in buy cheap and best products. They do not realize that cheap products can not the best products. They are still stuck with cheap and best!. Most of the customers brought items only on trial basis. Nobody wanted to risk his or her money by joining as consultants. Some of the MLM company had already flopped others cheated on customers. I went to native place to meet my daughter, I missed her for only five months but I could not recognize her .she was looking thin and sad. Poor soul! At this tender age how much mental agony she might have under gone. I had promised her that as soon as papa gets job I would bring her home. The only promise I could not keep up till date. In my native place of Calicut I tried to supply MLM products. I had also tried to recruit new consultant but nobody was interested. Some of the MLM Company had already cheated public. I had lost nearly Rs.5000. Heart broken, I had returned to Chennai. Back to square one.

Back in Chennai, again I went searching for job. Near by my house there was one electrical shop. Whenever customers came and asked for electrical work I went and attended their complaints. Shop owner took 25% commission on my labor charges. My little princes remained a distant dream. I have to look after my ailing mother. My wife and daughter and stayed with her family in her native place. When my daughter completed three and half years, It was time for her join LKG. My wife had send me letter asking for RS 3000 as donation to admit Sony in the near by school. Whatever gold was available at home I had to pledge it at the bank. I had send Rs.3000 as donation. She again sends letter asking for Rs.300 as school fee. I was not able to send her any more money. Here my own survival became a big question mark. I could not meet monthly expenses of RS 2500. Instead of she tried to get a small job just to pay her daughter school fee. She started sending me sarcastic, abusive and threatening letter. She wrote to me.. “If my family had to bare mine and your daughter’s food and education expenses. Why did you get married? I do not need such an irresponsible husband nor does my daughter need her father.”. I had no other option but to call her by phone and fire. “It is more than one and half years now since you left my house with Sony. I had to cook food for my mother, wash cloths and dishes. You only wanted to stay at your home and ask for money. Why should I pay you? Did I agree at the time of marriage that I would send you money if you stay at your home? When I had money and I was managing house you never had any problem. Now that I do not have a proper job you do not need me any more. You only need money. Now listen…. There is no free lunch in this world. Everybody will have to work for his food. If you still do not realize your responsibilities even at the age of 42 not even god can save you. Have you ever given a thought how parents are bringing up their children? You thought it was only a child’s play. Since you do not need a husband why are wearing (wedding chain) mangalsutra? Give it to me. I will sell it and recover your gold from bank. Since I have to cook and wash my cloths there is no question of me sending money to you.. I got married so that the least my wife will take care of me. You know you think you are from aristocrat family. You have an ego problem. Even a watchman is running his family with his meager amount of salary of Rs.1000 or 1500 p.m. His wife does some kind of job support their family. I do not know why don’t you realize who you are?. How much money can you earn for your family? Be in touch with reality. Come down to earth. Do not write abusive or threatening letters to me. If you do not want me, get divorce. That is fine by me... I need my child. I will not be able to give my daughter a secured life and good education. I want to put her for adoption. I have no other choice. Period.”

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I had disconnected the line. No more letters, No more phone calls from either side. I still think of my little princes. When will I see her? What will I say if she asks me “papa why are you not taking me to your home”? The thought its self was nothing but a nightmare. I lost sleep and started smoking too much. I even lost interest in life… I thought of giving up my daughter for adoption, so that she can have a secured life and decent education. The least I will be able to meet my daughter now and then. I do not want my daughter to grow up like her mother. My wife says nothing but lies, talk like an opportunist, riddled with sarcasm and above all she is an egomaniac. She was impossible

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One bad morning her brother and two of her uncles turned up at my house. They wanted to know my intentions! . They questioned me “You are not taking your family responsibilities, what are your intentions…..? I had answered it by saying that I had no intentions. “If she can live with me with whatever money I earn. If she wants to stay in her house and expecting me to send her money, then I am not going to send any money to her. At the time of marriage did I signed any agreement that I will send her money even if she stays in her house? More then two years ago she left for her home with my daughter. Is she bothered how I am living here? Instead of telling, her to find some work and manages life with me, you people seem interested only in money. I am not going to pay single paisa. Do what you want. Do you want me to sign divorce paper? I will sign, but do not expect me to pay alimony. That will never happen. I am determined. Now you all can leave my place”. They left me by saying that I will face legal action.

I started thinking… this is a classic case of making marriage as a meat business. Get married, have children, find fault with husband, fight over silly things with mother in law, file divorce, take alimony and live with the way she and her family wants. This is not going to happen with me. I am going to put a stop for this.

After a couple of days I had received court notice asking me to attend. As the D-day approaches, I started preparing for the test of my life. I will fight it out with tooth and nail. I need my daughter at any cost. I knew.” yes “she will ask for her gold ornaments. Including interest it is Rs.25, 000.there is only one-way to recover her gold. That is by selling my mothers wedding chain. Ever since my father died it was lying in the jewelry box .my mother had some sentimental value attached to it but there is no other way I can recover my wife’s gold ornaments. At last my mother agrees to sell her wedding chain. We got Rs26, 600 for her ornaments. I also need to write authorization letter for my wife to recover her gold ornaments from bank. I have to hand over our marriage registration certificate to the court. I do not need any lawyer to fight my case…”. I went to fight my case alone in Calicut. Kerala.

D-DAY. COURT PROCEDINGS..

Maya’s lawyer... ” My lord! Here is man who does not want to take responsibility of his wife and his

daughter. He is lest bothered about their welfare and even refuses to pay for his

daughter’s education. My client does not wish to live with her husband. Allow her

to get legal maintenance allowances.

Ju
Judge.………… “Do you have any thing to say”? ***************

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. Maya stayed with her daughter and spend most of her time playing with her grand daughter. She wanted to make up her lost time with Sony. I stayed at Madam’s house only to look after Madam in her old age .A token of gratitude for giving a secured life to my daughter. Life was not cruel to me when I think of less fortunate parents. Today I am a happy and content person. (THE END)

An appeal to housewives.

Do you wish to help your husband to run your family? Then start working. Learn any home based work like DTP, Data Entry, Medical Transcription, Tailoring, Catering food, Chocolate and butter Cookies for Hotels, selling cosmetics and gift articles, tuition. There are lots of short term courses available on trades. Bank also offered micro finance for starting up small business. Earn some extra money to support your family. With ever increasing living cost (present and future) one man’s income alone cannot meet both ends. Your husband will appreciate you. One day you will be proud of yourself. Time is running out. Act now!.

This is the Moral of my life story.

With regards,

JIVAN.

SUB TITLES.
1) God, Religion, Cast, Superstition..
2) Theist & Atheist.
3) Godman & Conman !
4) Good times & Bad times.
5) Vaastu sastra.
6) Science & Technology.
7) Democracy & Politics.
8) Universal love…. The new religion!

We atheists believe in science and technology. We all know that our planet was not formed in one day .we also have scientific evidence that god had not created neither human being nor any living organism. Five billion years ago there was a big bang. Only one big bang, Thank you. Madam! . Scientific evidence is the proof of this theory.
Five billion years ago what was left in this universe? Absolutely nothing. Evolution is the answer for that. According to the theist god had created every living organism. If that was the case god had not made Adam and Eva first. According to the available scientific evidence suggests that god made dinosaurs and his (predecessors) ‘ancestors’! The oldest fossils ever discovered is not more than 400 million yeas old (may be scientists will come up some other day older than that) proves this point. The oldest skeleton of human being is not more than 2,00,000 years old. One skeleton called Eva is the only available proof of that; Suggesting difference between an ape and human. Modern man emerged only 30,000 years ago; skeleton recently found in Sumatra Island proves this point. Are you still not convinced that man is evolved form Apes?
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Travel all over India you might find the answer. Nowhere in the world you will find different kind of species (people) in all size and shape. Indigenously built! (Jock.).
I am not fully convinced even though I believe in Charles Darwin theory of evolution. I had a doubt. “If man is evolved form Apes how comes Apes still remains an Ape?” the answer I found for that was very interesting. It says be it man or animal; it will only develop till it gets adapts to its environment. Once it adapts its environment it stops its further ‘development’ .I think except in some case with modern man. I hope scientists will one day come up with the missing link or intellectual design, till then one can go on fighting or debating on his theories. It is sad to note that even in U.S schools they do not teach Darwin theories any more because of opposition from religious people. These religious people always keep science away form religion. They prefer to keep people ignorant. More knowledge about the origin of universe and human being will spell doom for their business; for them ignorance of people is bliss.
Here I like to quote Albert Einstein’ words. “Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.”. These words are supposed to be written in gold.
If we go back in our history, you will find our primitive men prayed sun but not God.. When sun goes down his life also goes down!. I do not worship sun but in India Hindus still worship sun.. I can not think any thing more powerful than sun. I am not comparing sun for man made thermos nuclear reactor or any other thing but a nature made one. When I think about sun I fond most power full and at times it defy scientific theory. Let’s look at it form the lay man’s point of view .we all know to light fire we need minim two things. That is oxygen and material. I wonder at 15,00,000,00 K.M away from earth where is the oxygen? When sunburn at about 3000 degree centigrade oxygen is likely to stay hundreds of kilometers away. Then how come this methane or any other equivalent gas continues to burn for the past five billion years? Also it is estimated to burn for another five billion years! Think of its awesome power. Nothing in our solar system comes close to it. That is how I would like to describe it .sun is a marvelous natural phenomenon.
I expect scientist to explain the mystery of sun in layman’s language so that people can over come superstition about sun.. Our primitive man prayed sun and followed their basic instinct! In those day there were no god, religion, cast or creed. That proves God is man made.
There were only tribal and terrible people. The person with sheer muscle power ruled the roost. . His knowledge or ignorance about the world brought progress or regress to his community. Even we see this trend even in our times. Powerful tribal warlords in Afghanistan and in some African countries are few examples.
His words were considered as god’s comments. In those days people had heard mentality.

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We still have people with heard mentality when it comes to religion and politics. People looked at him like as a moral guide .his superstitious beliefs were followed by his community people. Later stage they prayed fire. Because not every body could produced fire so it was considered sacred and they started to worship. He also prayed natural or carved stone. Later these stone became their daities. Even our future generation will also worship such daities with out checking its power. (Blind belief) .In ancient times god and daities were made of stone or metals now in our modern times god illuminates with laser lights. Techno-gods!
Man made rapid progress in creating superstition, god, religion, cast and creed. Different parts of the world we see different religion and cast system are the proof of that. Modern man is not more than fifty thousand years old. After that what happened to the god? He went on hibernation? What was he doing when national calamity or man made disasters strikes? Ww-1, ww-2. Etc. it was always science and technology or human compassion (UN) international community (now UN became butt of the jock, forget it) saved mankind form such calamities or disaster but certainly not god. After that only man made god (messenger of god) came to this planet. Be it Lord Krishna, Jesus or Allah. The point to note these men made God came only as a messenger of god to their respective religion. Not the representative of all mighty. I am sure with hundreds of religion across the world we will find no representative of god for some religion. Poor guys they do not have any thing to boost about.
Unlike other religion where they worship one god, we Hindus have thousands of gods including daities. People all over the world worship creator of universe or if not the messenger of god. Lord Bhramaha is the creator of universe for Hindus but you will not find people praying him. They all have their own choice of god Lord Maha Vishnu, Krishna, Siva etc. Hell a lot of them...so you ask who is their H O D? They will tell you the above mentioned guys are all Avatar. Impersonators? Yeah more or less. Almost all of the Hindus worship more than one god, at times dozens of them! This will remind you they are all fans of god. Like your pop or celebrities. It is like me telling you that I am a fan of Merlin Manro, Madonna and of course Paris Hilton…. This paragraph is written only to prove that Hindu gods are creation of wired man .how can you be convinced that a god with elephant head, some of them with wings. One of them was born with birth defect .a man with ten heads? Ravanan. You will find dozens of god’s 3 D drawing in their pooja room. None of them can explain origin of their god. What came first? Chicken or egg? Still confused? . Chicken. Charles Chicken! Evolution.
Jesus and Allah came as messenger or reincarnation of god .the point to note these messengers of god came only to their respective religion .not the representative of all mighty. His or her owns religion should agree; because the almighty god (if you believe it is certainly not me!) has no religion .now you agree my point?.

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Lord Krishna & Co existed only in mythology. There is no proof to show whether they were all alive or dead! Unlike other religious god (messenger of god) there is no proof to show the evidence of Hindu god. If there were any scientific evidence then we would have studied in our history. Oldest temple in India is not more than two and half thousand years old. When other part of the world there are more than five thousand years old temples or places of worship. Maya civilization is ten thousand years old they have temples even in those periods.
You may wonder why I made all these silly explanation? I only want to prove my point that the god, religion, cast; creed and superstition are man’s invention.
Our history tells us our past, present and even future problems will remain rooted in any of these man made S***. I would say the day people are able to think beyond man made god (god based on religion), religion, cast and creed makes the world better place to live in.
I will prove people are not happy with their own religion in the following chapter. I will also prove theist themselves agree that beyond religious god. I mean messenger of god there is one and only one ultimate god for all. My question is why not you all pray the creator of universe?
They all agree with me that there is only one god with super natural power. Then why not they all worship one god? This is the moot point. I am able to think beyond god and religion, cast and superstition .Can you think like me? Neither god, religion, cast and creed was of no use for me. It had not helped me in my lifetime. Infact based on my cast I had to pay school fees! After reasoning myself at the age of about fourteen I give up praying god.
I am not against people worshiping god or practicing their religious rights. I have not touched holly book even with a barge pole still I believe all the religion preaches about love and compassion. Problem is not with religion. Problem is with the preacher; the way they interpret or misinterpret makes hell a lot of difference. As a head of their community they have a moral responsibility to bring communal harmony into the society. My question is why do preachers misinterpret their holly book and preach hatred and incite communal disharmony? Most of the time it was found the root of the problem rest with the way the preacher misinterprets their holly book. Be it Hindu priest, church Father or Mullah. Instead of creating communal harmony some of them are bent on inciting communal disturbances. I only hate such Religious fanatics and religious extremists. We have clear proof for that in Iraq. Even though Shias and Sunnis belong to Islam they can not tolerate each other. Their sectarian violence read civil war or ethnic cleaning is based on cast and creed.
Our past, present and even future problems will remain rooted and based on religion, cast and creed system. I would say the day people are able to think beyond god (god based on religion)

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Religion and cast can only make world better place to live in. For that people need be educated. Religion must allow science into their comminutes .it will help them to get rid of superstitions. People will start thinking rationally. They became more open and tolerant to other religion.
Let me explain god and religion form my experience and from my point of views .I was also born and brought up in an orthodox family .in my practical life as a boy I found if I had not prepared well for exams god will not help me. When I started working, it was like no work no food (there was no free food for me) .so what has god to do with my life? . Absolute nothing. Same things are applicable to theist also.
Now if somebody is terminally ill can he survive just by praying god? May be some theist will clam that they have survived with the power of god.
It is called mind over body in scientific term. Lucky one, but what about the other 99 per cent who also prayed god and could not survive? Does god discriminate prayers? .i think so, the unlucky can leave it to fate !. It is like taking chances on ones own life.
When tsunami struck in our region approximately 2,50,000 people died. Out of that less than one per cent of Atheists died. In practice when natural calamity strikes it does not make any difference to theist or atheists. In such situation what was god doing? He was supposed to be the savior of his worshipers. If at all any difference can be made it can only be made by advance technology. When tsunami stuck our region most of the effected people lost some of their family members. They were grieving over their beloved ones. Help form the west started pouring in. well. Along with the help came bible book. Even in tragic situation they found selling religion to those whom lost all hope for tomorrow. Can’t they help poor people with out bible? . Conversion of religion was taking place in the name of help .we do watch privet channel. Don’t we?
If you argue with a theist at first they talk about their religious god. (Messengers of god) Jesus, Allah or Krishna .if we point fault with their god. They are quick enough say that their god is only the messenger of almighty .in that case they all should have prayed only one god .the almighty god. The creator of universe .I thinks this middleman (messenger of god) got more importance than the creator of universe. One of the moot points is that, after the appearance of the last messenger of god. About two thousand years ago … why no other god ever appeared? Only ‘god man’ read con man appeared in different part of the world.
Here is the simplest experiment to find out whether god exists or not. Bring up an infant under laboratory conditions. Other then timely food to keep him alive there should be no contact with out side world. No t.v or nothing excepts his birthday suit. What happens? He will not grow up and realize that there is a god .He will grow old and one day he will die of natural death.

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He will never ever comes to know of god or any other things in this world. God, religion and cast are man made. If you analyze any of world’s problems you will find the root of the problem lies with Man made S***. War in Iraq killed more than 65,000 people. (Still counting). Forget about god saving innocent people in Iraqis or in any other war situations. God is suppose to be the savoir of his devotee’s .All over the world there are seasonal temple and shrines. There are several incidents where devotees getting killed in stampede, by terrorist attack or even in vechile accidents while visiting such places .do you call it as fate or accident? I would say they all could have saved their life had they prayed at home. It means god says ” come and worship me I will serve (save) you hot”. I would rather do sycophancy for my survival (joke). There is discrimination even while god serving his own devotees. Not every body gets his blessing. There are people whom worshiped all their lifetime but still suffering from terminal illness or untreatable health problem. Including some nuts!
Vatican and U.S government spent billions of dollars to convert people into Christianity from other religion across the globe. Saudi Arabia and Kuwait also
Spent equal amount money to convert people from other religions into Islam. Hindus does not convert people form other religion. Their philosophy is that if you believe in Hinduism ways of life then you are welcome.
When I was working In gulf between year ‘92 to ‘94 .one of the Muslim guy told me if I convert into Islam I will get RS.1, 000,00 (I $ = RS 43) it was not a bad money for any Indians. I only need to lose the tip of my skin and also to attend their prayer everyday, as long as my I stay at gulf. I am a man of principles .I will not sell my principals or ideology for the sake of money. I believe in certain principles and ideology .I will not give up by compromising. I need scientific explanation or proof to change the way I think. Being a pessimist I am like to go down under six feet with my principles and ideology. This book will prove that regardless of your religious affiliation you are not happy with our own religion. . My ways of reasoning about things are extreme for a normal person .I nailing them on their head. I know you all will hate me for being brutally honest.
You will find in Hindu temple ritual people walk over the burring coal, some of them pierce their tongue or face with trident, in west you might have heard people cured of cancer by the power of prayer. What this has got to do with temple rituals? The answer is mind over the body. Here they gave a twist by saying it is all because of the divine power. !
In India too many quacks and crooks can ruin your life .I you believe in them .my logic is simple. It’s all in one’s belief (faith). It you believe it (god) is there for you.
if you do not believe god ;it just does not exist . Just like we refuse to believe in devil. Until devil arrives! it is just that simple.

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I want you all to believe in things, which can be proved by scientific method. (Rational thinking). If things can not be explained (phenomena) by scientific method then do not claim it by saying it is an act of god. . Scientists need to study or even conduct research on such phenomena. At times we may not have the technology to prove it. Our history tells us scientists
were able to explain most of the mysteries and phenomena over the centuries .ie. Our ancestor’s worshiped sun now we all know about sun. That does not mean we will never come to know about all such phenomena neither the man’s quest for knowing mysteries of universe or science and technology will ever cease to develop. Till then it wills remains as mysteries or phenomena.

When I was a small boy .I was told that children are the gift of god. How our parents fooled us to believe; how convenient it was for them to blame it on act of god! Now we all know children can be produced even by cloning. When using cloning method where is the act of god?. in future scientist will bring back dead Pearson alive. To binge back dead person scientist had been preserving body in liquid nitrogen for the past fifteen years.scientist are trying understand what makes human life to functions (ticks). The day scientist develop new technology to bring back dead person alive, scientists play the part of god!. Life or death at their disposal !! Then will this theist giveup their belief in god? My science fiction Eternal love is based on Reincarnation with the help of science and technology.
Have you ever wonder after the last incarnation of god (Jesus and Allah) about two thousand years ago why no such miracles took place in our modern times?
When we were very small kids we all came to know about god from our parents. When we grownup we use our rational thinking to over come god and superstitions. That I do not see in a common man. Regardless of his education he is still stuck with god and superstitious. I do not know what is the use of his knowledge.
If you analyze any of the world ’s problems, you will find the root of the problem lied with man make S***. God, religion and cast .I want you all to think beyond god (religion based or messenger of god) And religion. Man made progress in every walk of life but within us we are divided by religion and cast .we refuse to acknowledge this facts that it was all man made.
Without knowing about other religion I do not want to comment about their religion. The only religion I found it really fascinating is Buddhism. Here is the reason .we all know Buddhist chant for peace from the top of the world (Tibet). They had been chanting ever since time immoral. Chant. PEACE…PEACE…
Rest of the world goes PIECE by PIECE! Does it ever make any diffract in world peace? . I think they should stop chanting and do something worth while. Their (HOD) head of their department of peace is living peacefully in our country .he has no peace of mind in his motherland. Sad .

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the other peaceful county is Burma. Cambodians and Khmer rouges co existed peacefully. Resulted in unique collection of two million skulls. Sri Lankan (majority people are Buddhist) sacrifice (kills) Tamil peoples for peace. The reason of I mentioned above countries just to tell you Buddhist rules these countries. The reason could be political or regional .did that peace loving people ever gave chance for peace?
Perching is one thing and practicing, what they preach is a different ball game.
To find the answer for all our world problems one need to read till end. Just by reading one of the subtitle can not solve your problems .you will not be able to understand what this book is all about. I want people to think beyond god and religion. That is the reason I wrote this book.
God man & Conman.
In India we have enough of them (in all religion). Claming capable of producing miracle power. All of them are quacks. One of the ‘Godman’ is still serving his devotees form behind the bars! His hobbies include raping his devotees. He ran out of his miracle power when of his discipline filed case against him for rape .now he is cooling his heels behind the bars. Still there are no shortages of devotees. In fact new ‘god man’ appears now and then .the old one conveniently reincarnate by changing name and places. Infact it has became fad. Population migrates (switches) form one ‘god man’ to another con man.
There is one high profile god man in India. Recently he came to Chennai, large number of his devotees attended the function. He made gold ring out of thin air and presented to our ministers. Publicity stunt. He does this trick every time he had to put on his show of his ‘miracle power’ (for his publicity) at public functions. Which are advertised through media to create hype and to show his strength (numbers of devotees) .he will never present gold ring or chain for his devotees it is always for the VIPs, ministers or for his millionaire celebrities. Making gold ring or chain out of thin air? . Yes .he does it! I think his devotee has no brain. Gold particles are found on earth in mineral foam. If it appear like a ring or chain then gold smith will have to make it as an ornament. Making it appear or disappear out of thin air is the silliest magic foam for a magician. Evan street magician can perform this silly act. Funny things happened to three of his devotees who came to witness his ‘ miracles’ at the function. Total of more than of twenty sovereign of gold (wedding chain) were relived from three of his disciple by anti social elements. Lucky guys got away with it .why this god man could not get their gold chain worth more than Rs.1, 80000. Back with his ‘miracle’ power? . If he is a god man why does he needs body guards? His body is supposed to be bullet and bomb proof..
About four years ago another’ god man ‘ appeared on the horizon. Like as usual out of ‘thin air’. Massive media hype was created even before the D. day. In month of May. (Temperature usually soar above 42 degree Celsius) He claimed That he will bring showers in Chennai City.
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(There is always water scarcity in Chennai). He conducted YAGANA at our marina beach. Vedic chanting and burning of wood with gee for more then a week. He thought if he prolonged his “yagana” he can collect more money may be in sheltering summer heat we some times experience shower. He went on to extend for few more days but his luck ran out. Rain godess refused to cooperate with him.resulted in disappearance of the god man read con man form the eyes of public. I feel she should have been charged under IPC-420 for cheating public money. His where about is yet to be known.
Christian community (evangelist) also conducts ‘miracles’. Westerner come to conducts such ‘miracles’. After the feverish pitch of praising the lord and hypnotizing, the physically disabled person walks on the stage! What a grand show! As a lay man I can not check the proof whether the disabled person was real or even if he is real will he are able to walk permantely? we all know if mind of a person can be controlled or even one can manipulate other person by hypnotizing. It can be done as long as the guy is under the spell (control) of the manipulator.. . Why then we need rehabilitation center for physically challenged people. Here is the challenge for the miracle man. Can he make a person paralyzed (either by polio or accident) below the waist to walk away permantely? If decease or illness can be cured with miracle power then we do not need hospitals..
God and religion can make person to behave irrationally. Most of them behave like stupid or idiotic. Hope you are not the one among them. Long lives ‘god man’!
Whether a man is theist or atheist does not make any difference .To be a good human being he or she should be ruled by his or her conscience. People do not look for scientific reasoning.
Here in India the number of Atheists will not be more than two to three percent of the population. Here god, religion and cast makes money (it is multi million business) and politics.
Now let’s find the meaning (interpretation) of some of the words written on temple and church compound walls.
God is love. Then why pray god? Why not makes love? ....

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UNIVERSAL LOVE. The New Religion.
From me here is quote for you…
” The day people realize that there is only one god for all of us. A god with out religion, cast or creed can only make the world better place to live in” till then CHEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOESSSSSSSS ! - Jivan.
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N.B. Here is homework for you! .
How to eradicate Racism, racial discrimination and xenophobia? Find the answer and write to me.
Each and every subject are interconnected and very complex in nature because of this you found me writing same topic repeatedly. Now politic is also part of our religion so I was forced to write something about the political scenario.

Dear Readers,
There are seven parts of this book. Reading one subtitle and making judgement on my book is very unfair. If you are a theist, you will disagree with me on ninety nine percent of the content but you all will agree with me for the need of a new religion. Please find time to read the entire article before giving me a final verdict. Happy reading… Thank you…Author-Jivan.
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You all can laugh at expenses! We moved to our new rented house .All our neighbors were very courteous especially one Anglo Indian family. They had two little lovely daughters .At that time the small one was not studying .her elder sister was studying in L KG. I named the small one. MISSILE! . She was very mischievous and boisterous. At her will she stormed in and out of our house . She will always get it what ever she wants, if not she will break it. Hardly two years old and two feet in height .she wielded enormous power with impunity. Whenever she threatened me with drier consequence I was at her mercy. She usually threatened me by saying that she will break any one of my things or tear any of my favorite books. She announces her arrival by flung opening our main door .the door that slams against the side of the wall tells her temperamental moods. She made sure that we all felt her presence in our house. Whenever she storm out of our house she made sure the main door was’ properly’ closed. Aftermath of the hurricane can be felt all over our house. Missing cartoon or picture in the newspaper, broken items or at times missing object of her desire. Little monster. Between us we had a love hate relationship!. Her elder sister was diagonally opposite to her. She was docile and very obedient. For me She sings nesery rhymes at times she told stories from her books. Some times she asks me to read fairy tail for her. Seven dwarf, Cinderella, Alice in the wonderland...I liked both of them. They helped me to understand their little world. Before I met them I was very allergic to kids. Kids are very stubborn, they cry and make mess around; above all they check my patience.Later in my life it helped me to understand my own little princess.(my only daughter).In India unlike other community people Anglo-Indians are more open. Missile’s dad was a hen packed husband .he doted on two of his daughters .her grand mother (nana) was an old respectable lady .she suffered form asthma .her grand pa was a retired army man. Regardless of our age we were good friends. He fought along with British army in Second World War against Japanese in Burma. Inside the elephant grass field his enemy charged at him with his buoyant. He was lucky enough to survive. On his baldheaded he carried the souvenir. Ten-inch deep wounds were visible.In those days I only had black and white T.V .no VCR, that brought me and uncle even closer .to see my favorite Holly Wood or Hindi movies I took video cassette to their house .we watched x rated vedio cassettes when missile’s family was away. Age difference? No bar.Missile’s mother makes delicious food. When ever she makes any special food she personally brought it our house .my mother always had health problems .B.P, Diabetics, arthritic, ostopedic, depression...she was a great help for my mother.After dinner my parents and their family sit and discuss in our lawn. That was the time my parents were looking for their feature daughter in law. I told my parents that I do not wanted to get married .me and my freedom, no more obligations. That was my slogan. Freedom means everything to me. Selfish? I had never misused my freedom .no drinks, drugs or prostitution. I am a very privet person. That was the way I was brought up by my parents .it was all because of my roots .the fight is not between me and the rest to the world .the fight is within me .I wanted to flyaway (freedom) but my roots are firmly grouted.Missile’s mother told me “Jivan. Since you do not believe in religion or cast. Shall I look for a girl for you? Your kind of girl? . She smiled at me .I said a big “ NO. I am enjoying my celibacy life.” she may be bit elder to me .we vibe well. She worked in a privet company as an executive. She was a Leo. She was the boss in her house but with me she was down to earth. She was a loving mother for her little darlings and caring daughter for her aged parents.At that time I worked for Sheraton hotel in Chennai .I knew lot of girls at my work place either as friends or colleagues but this woman was different form all the girls I met so far. One of the reasons could be because I was an introvert. I do not mix with girls besides I suffer form inferiority complex. Other than for official talk I still do not mix with girls.Even though she controlled and manipulated her husband she loves her husband more than anyone else in this world .my friendship with her was not based on love or sex. She had no sex appeal at all. Taller than me. About six feet and weighs tons? May be ninety-eight kilograms or so. FAT. Dark complexion, chubby cheeks with bob cut hair .at home she tie it with elastic rubber band and make it looks like a piggy tail. With heavy curtain maxi she looks parallel and barrel in shape. Posterior? 70 MM ultra Wide. Does she excite you? She took her children to a far a way convent. To catch the bus in the morning rush hours she walks and her two little ones struggled to catch up with her.She remained me of mama duckling. Once I told her “you looks like a mama ducklings” she never took me seriously .she treated me like a kid brother .I did not know the name of our friendship .to me its the persons character and his or her gray matter that attracts and fascinates me. Love thy neighbor? I think because of her good character I was infatuated with her. There were no untoward incidents in our life. Every thing was fine. Until...Before my father’s death he had embrace to saint’s way of life. (Sanayasam) for the past eight years. Event thought my parents slept in same room. They had separate cot for them. I think my father had intuition about kicking bucket on that particular day. After the news he usually goes to bed by 9.30.p.m. that day he spoke to my mother till 11p.m.later my mother told me that my father had spoken about my marriage and feature .he was more worried about my feature. Just a service technician ...I could not make out a decent life, interested in getting married.... Not being serious about life. He recollected all the major incidents from their married life to till 11p.m. At about 11p.m. he retired to bed. I was fast asleep in the adjacent room .my father felt uneasy pain on his chest. He got out of bed and asked my mother to lay mat on the floor .he reached for lord murugan’s photo to pray. Shooting pain on his chest brought him to floor. My mother’s fanatic calls woke me up .I checked time .it is my habit any time if I woke up in the middle of night I check time it was 1.35 Am. .I rushed to my parent’s room. Father was writhing in pain, he was holding on to his chest. I give him hard massage on his chest. (Place your left hand over the chest and bang it with your right fist, massage. repeat the procedures for couple of times. I just can’t do it in front of my frightened mother. If my father did not recover form the stroke my mother will think that I had killed him by banging on his chest .she was shell-shocked .She is an old woman, this type of procedures she will never understand. My father did not respond to me. Suddenly he relaxed his body (Collapsed) . I took thethascope and checked for his heart beat .NIL .it was 1.38 Am. year 1989. I knew every thing was over May be doctor can revive his heartbeat. My mother started wailing. I went and called them. . They all came to our house.We had no phone at home so I took my bike and went to the nearest specialty hospital at about two Kim away and brought the ambulance. Her husband accompanied me to hospital in the ambulance. Her family stayed with my mother. Doctor placed two electrical prods on my father’s chest, even after giving electrical pulse charge three times there was no response form my father. Report. Brought dead. We took my father’s body back to my home, for us it seems life had come to an end.Funeral … my relatives, workers form my fathers factory, my colleagues and neighbors came to pay their last respect for my father. After consulting with senior relatives by next day at 4p.m we decided to take my father’s body for crimination.Now visualize this scene in black and white. Before taking body for crimination, my mother had to pay her last respect to my father. Next to my mother I was standing at my father’s feet. My mother knelt down and touched my father’s feet and prayed for his soul. ….” You are leaving me…. Who is there is to look after me…” my mother started wailing. I helped my mother to get back to her feet. She leaned on my chest.”Mom, I will be there for you…I will look after you. “, does this scene appears to you straight out of vintage art movie? Well, I was not prepared to act. It just happened in that way. I so far I had kept my promise. After the” incident”. I could not love my mother the same way.After the death of family head we are not suppose to cook food for one week as per our religious coustom.She prepared food for us…three times per day…for a week. Believe me very few people in this world will do it for others.We also had to observe fourteen days mourning as per our coustom. I sat at home and thought about our bleak feature. No more t.v or music. … She told me to watch T.V at her house…. Just to divert my sorrow. Some time I watched t.v with her dad. (Uncle) her kids also help me to lessen my sorrow.We had a common servant for both of us .she was a part time servant for both of us. After about a week of my father’s death. Our servant told me “Brother. People are talking about your affair with madam.”. I was shocked. Opposite to our colony road there are lane houses. I was concerned about her reputation. This dirty rumor can play havoc in her married life. Who spread this dirty rumor?I swear …I never touched her. I never went to her house when her kids and her parents are away nor we had ever discussed about her married life .we never talked about sex .you ask her.Being an Anglo-indian woman she was very frank. In other communities you do not see married woman with this qualities .She always treated me like a kid brother may be it was my fault ..I was infatuated with Her but I never expressed my feelings for her .I knew she was married woman; she was also great help for my mother. Even at this age of fifty I am still an immature person. I am an aquraian. Inside me there is a boy who refused to grow up (not physically) but mental maturity wise .I know I am imperfect.It was not an infatuation, it was even worst .she became my obsession .she was not my object of desire. It was all because of her good character. That was the first and last time in my life I ever had female friend. I did not wanted to loose my friend at any cost. But every thing went horrible wrong .My friend was Leo .she was a magnanimous person.I got married after ten years to my present wife. Since I am an atheist I do not believe in horoscope but I knew we are not compatible as per zodiac signs .my wife had all the negative characters of a Leo. What a striking contract in same zodiac sign .no wonder our marred life went down the drain. To find out what went wrong between us you need to read my blog in www.jivan.gather.com The Life Of A Little Princess. Life/story.As an aquraian I wanted to know noting but truths. I wanted to know who spread this dirty rumor. The next day I went to her house. Pressed on the calling bell. She opened the main door for me and said “Jivan. Please do not come to our house anymore… your mother told someone that we are having an affair.” there were tears in her eyes .she closed door on me. I want back to my home and asked my mother whether she had told some one that I am having affair with her? My mother shouted at me. “Why should I say some thing like that? If someone said some thing like that why do you want to clarify with me “?My mother is an old orthodox woman with a suspicious mentality. I told my mother that we would go to her house and clarify it with her. I did not want these rumor to effect her married life. I had no problems if she does not want to talk to me but this rumor was ridicules.To clear my doubts I tried to talk to her regarding rumor but she and my mother refuse to have a formal (along with her family) talk. Whether I am an aquarium or not I always wanted to know the truth. Nothing but truth. This particular character is in my blood. Since both of them refused to clear my doubts I had no way of knowing the truth. Readers may find it silly. To me it was matter of life or death. Deep inside I was cracking up. I had suffered sever depression … Depression started turning into maniac depression. I was left alone to fend my self… never in my lifetime I felt so lonely and helpless…. I am a privet person .I do not drink nor I went to a prostitute to tell about my broken heart. The emotional turmoil I had suffered was palpable. Imagine. The pressure not to become insane my mother’s and my own life depends on me .had I became mentally derailed there was nobody to look after my mother or me. My mother was watching me .she did nothing to help me. I called on my only intimate family friend for the past sixteen years. I said, “look, Venket, there is some miss understanding. …. A rumor. . I need your help. Save me Venket; I am sinking. Together we will sit with her family and clear my doubts. I only wanted to know who spread the rumor .was it my mother? If it was her .she could have told me but why blaming it on my mother? My only family friend I ever had in my lifetime refused to cooperate with me. He said.”jivan, It is a family problem ; I do not want to get involved.” Eighteen years ago I wrote in my scrabbling pad.” to help others one needs a willing heart.” .you do not find a willing soul in this materiel world. When you ask some one for help; they either wanted run in the opposite direction if not he or she wanted to know the motivations behind it! Funny people. My elder sister who was married stayed at the other end the city. My sister is eight years elder to me. Unexpectedly after some days my sister come to my house. I told my sister that there was misunderstanding .a rumor. Let’s go to her house and sit with her family and clear every thing once for all. My sister told me ” to avoid you she must have told you lie! “. Still now my question remains same, ” but, why “? I continued ‘if she wanted to get rid of me, why she should blame it on my mother”? My sister told me “stop being silly”! . Let’s go the psychiatric and get over with it. Take control of your life and look after your mother.”We went to one of the chennai’s leading physiatrist. He had sympathetic ears because time is money for him .the very same question I had asked doctor.”if she wanted to avoid me why she should blame it on my mother? Did my mother spread this rumor? Just because of her suspicious nature?”Doctors are no fools .had he told me ” yes “. I will hate my mother for the rest of my life. Doctor prescribed me tempodep, sleeping pills the other medicine I do not know it could be mellaril or largatill .not sure.He asked me to shift our house far away.” Even in future if ever you came across with her do not keep grudges with her. Avoid or just be normal”. We shifted our house about two kilometers away. They are still staying in their own house. Even though we are just two-kilo meter away we have not met for the past eighteen years. Medicines were wonderful. I tried to recollect events ever since we move next to her house. The more I tried to recollect the more it became hard. There was discontinuity in thoughts. With the help of sleeping pills I slept like a log. I had to continue medicine for five months. Medicine power was gradually reduced and stopped after five months. My memoirs started hunting me again…I was badly in need of break. . I tried for job abroad. Send my mother to my sister’s home and left for Oman on two years contract basis for A/C installation work .it was an Indian company, a part from extreme climatically condition work and life was very hard.Even though this chapter in my life took eighteen years ago. I still do not know who played the cruel jock on my life. She or my mother? Life became a comedy of error.You readers can have a hearty laugh at my expense. . Believe me only the person who had a broken heart can understand emotional turmoil. It is no laughing matter for a man or woman who had experienced …Imagine; it was only an infatuation from my side .we both had suffered. She had her family to fall back but I had none.Whether my mother or she played a cruel jock with my life. Perhaps I will never know the truth in my lifetime. Only person who experienced heartbreak knows how difficult it is to get back to normal life. …. To live and enjoy life once again. I am at loss to express my mental agony in words. Looking over my shoulder I still can not laugh at me. Infatuation? Obsession? Or sheer stupidity?This is what I wrote in my scribbling pad. “When you are in love (even if it is one way); you loose your heat. With out heart your brain can not function properly. You are lost forever. Hopelessly…” (should I add shamelessly?).We never met each other over the past eighteen years…less than two kilometer away we lead our own life.Quote from me “. Finding a genuine friend in this material world is one in a million chance. Blessed are those people who found a genuine friend. Preserves it for a life time.

“With love,

Jivan.

N.B. I missed the little monster. Missile .now she must be a young woman in her twenties with full of beans. i have not written BROKEN HEART .A Leaf Of Life … for sympathy. Be honest. have you had a hearty laugh or not ? I would like to hear it from you. Very few people can write about their stupidity or even about the skeletons in their cupboard. People those who are trying to create and sell their immages in the public can not do it.

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Saving or minimizing water for agriculture purpose.
I found that the lack of water availability is the main problem for cultivating corps. In most part of India agriculture is business is mainly depending on seasonal rainfall and availability of water. Farmers are forced to change their corps based on water supply. If water is made available we will have sufficient food for all .in India most part comes under drought condition in summer time. With my idea / concept .we will be able to save / minimize wastage of water for agriculture purpose .we all know certain amount of water gets evaporated by the sun and as well as earth will consume large quantity of water. I wanted to avoid wastage of water Saving water is saving corps.

My idea is to supply water for each plant. (It is only one time investment). My system will not be effective for wheat and paddy field .it is suitable for other verity of corps. Supply water for each plant.
There must be at least there must be minimum gap of two feet or more is required. Like sugar cane and other suitable plants we have to select for this method. Plant that need water separately.

Concept. Every living organism including plant will sent distress signal when it is starving for food or water.

This signal is not audible for human beings but it can be picked up by and electronic sensor which is attached to the plant. Concept is suitable for large-scale operations for making it economically viable.

Approximately one sensor to a plant attached is equal to one Acre. (Have to work our practically). The number of sensor divides total area. Which will send signal or alarm to switch on bore well pump and high-pressure booster pumps there is one large tank after bore well pump. The purpose of the tank is to supply nutrition like urea or something equllent and pesticides for root problem in plant with venturies method.(Alarm for manual operation of pumps; for fully automatic operation signal are based on frequency or any other suitable mode of transmitting signal is required.). Water is send through the flexible PVC pipe about half and inch in dia. nozzles are pointed at the root of every plant .I feel it is better to bury PVC pipe about six or eight inch below the ground level to avoid direct sun heat .hot water supply can harm the plant. Burying the pipe nozzle can at some palaces may clog; depending upon the nature of soil. Like clay .in this method pump will run only as long as alarm or signal is on. Once it get off it will take hours to alarm / signal to come on again. PVC pipe needs to run the entire area but there is no need to run the sensor wires entire length. For that a small solar panel (power for alarm and electronic circuit. (Needs designing .it is simple circuit board .I can only explain how the circuit I expect to work. nothing complicated.) The signals are send to pump house where it will activate bore well and line booster pump. Booster pump is a plunger piston type like in boiler or with air pressure. To contain the cost; this method is followed with co-operative farming. I mean land may belong to individual but everybody can benefit if they share the total cost. I have a simple idea for that. Assuming that each individual got different size of farmland. They should start co –operative farming. Total area out put of the product divided by per farmer’s square feet area. One can collect profit ether by cash or product. This simplest method to produce result oriented farming.

I have chosen this method to minimize and to avoid water wastage.

Supplying water through PVC pipe and pump motor running on programmed timer is used in common method .in my method water is used only when plant required water. This is what makes my Idea unique.

I do not know any body in this world is using my method for cultivating corps .I had noticed plants shedding leaves in the summer time. So when it is starving for water; it is sending signal through the body of the plant. From root to leaf .if plant is getting adequate water it is not sending distress signals. This is where I want electronic sensor to sense distress signals. So that only enough water is given to nourish the plant. I want to take advantage of technology. Other wise one electrical timer can be programmed to supply water at predetermined interval is more than sufficient. That way I do not think much water can be saved .in my method pump will only run few hours In 24 hours of time

I am willing to work with them for trial and to make working model of proto type to make sure my concepts are flawless. . Circuits are not locally available. I can only say I want specific item to perform for particular purpose because I can not work out on theories.

Working model of prototype .one plant in a pot with sensor attached to it. Measuring / sensing plant’s signals in normal conditions and recording it for few days. Then stopping water supplies to the plant and checking its signals for some days. Checking the difference between normal and starving conditions we will be able to record plant’s tolerance for water .it will vary with each plats but one can study tolerance for water in different plant and record it for future use. Then making circuit; checking pump operations; required amount of water for particular plant .all these things can be observed .at the end of the program we will be able to find out how much water is saved. Based on the trial we can try it on a large open field.
Benefits.Naturally it is farmers and agriculture departments will benefits from my idea.

Out come and results…with my limited knowledge I am unable to measure the out come and result of my idea..after making working model of prototype successful .I expect agriculture department can present the impact. / Difference it can practically make .not just in theories.

Sustainability?

Once it is proved beyond doubt that my idea can be used for feature generation.not just in India.

Even foreigners will be willing to co-operate / participate in this project. Major challenge is only making a prototype model. Copy write of the idea can be made with the help of Indian government. Government can invite neighboring countries and show them farm working based on this particular idea. We can sell this idea to them .I confident that one day it will became a reality and way of cultivating corps.

Project cost. Based on trial. To calculate expenditures we have to work per Acre or hector. (Bearing in mind it is only one time investment .few maintenance cost for pumps and electricity bills etc)

About my other ideas.

This is just one of my few idea /concept. My thinking is based on scientific. Not utopian ideas .I may not able to make to make any of this items because I am not technically qualified .I may need the help of technical engineer or a scientist to find out whether my ideas are economically viable.

Stop cyclone! . If used effectively it can prevent lose of corps, save human lives and property .for this special type of bomb is needed .a bomb which will not explode on impact but on electrical charge. . Circuit includes altimeter, battery and a switch.

Explained in simple method. With satellite images and map one can pin point (eye of the storm) cyclone. Cyclone is always formed at the sea. . After calculating distance from sea Laval .set the altimeter .fly high above the cyclone. Switch on the circuit and drop the bomb (bomb will have a free mechanical type fan leafs to slow down and also for guiding the bomb) over the cyclone.when preset high is achieved altimeter will trigger the bomb for explosion. The pressure at the core of the cyclone will be greatly reduced.since explosion creates partial vacuum. Some of the pressure will be drawn back .if over a period of time cyclone will intensify, then it may be necessary to repeat the same procedure. When cyclone reaches the shore it can not create devastation. Since cyclone is formed over the sea. There is no loss of damage .it is even possible to retrieve unexploded bomb. Compare the devastation caused by the cyclone on corps environments. Here prevention is better than cure.

Advance model is the simplest one. With our laser guided missiles it is possible to shoot down cyclone. After calculating distance of cyclone from sea level with the help of satellite and map; Altimeter can be set on the ground and switched on. Just fire the missile it; will take care of cyclone. Missile can be fired from. Land, sea or air.

Science Fiction

AUTHOR-JIVAN

THIS STORY IS THE IMMAGINATION OF MY WORK.

REGLION OR CLASH OF CIVILITION HAD NOTHING

TO DO WITH MY WORK .NAME AND PLACES MENTIONED

IN THIS STORY IS ONLY TO CREATE A SURREALISTIC EFFECT.

AUTHOR

Here is the extract form my Si-Fi. war on terror.

US President had made urgent meeting with concerned people for the military offence. An unanimous decision was taken.the operation began at around one a.m. At the altitude of 60,000 feet,over the remote part of the world An U.S cargo plane released ‘Mother of all Bomb’, A two ton Bomb with 3 parachute attach to it. .on the remote island the so-called “think tank” was busy planning how to destroy US and Europe.

50,000feet...

Sheikh Mohammed Bin Tuglaq: “we should build a Nuclear Bomb which makes Nagasaki, Hiroshima a past history!”

40,000feet....

Razmi Sheikh Ali: ” we should hi-jack a small country like Burni, If not Somalia where we are all welcomed!”

30,000feet.....

“Yes” Sayed Al -Sheri agreed with him. “Then we will call all scientist of nuclear, biological and chemical for mass production of bombs for the destruction of WEST”!.

20,000feet.....

John Ahammed .A converted Muslim was skeptical. He was Bio Technology research scientist from the west. John Ahammed said, “Making nuclear bomb is not possible .UN forces will be after us. It is Impossible to smuggle radioactivity material or nuclear bomb to US or Europe. However small consignment, it can be tracked down by US spy satellite .I am in favor of biological warfare .No country is prepared for a biological warfare .biological war never seen in the history of mankind. Designer bombs! .It is scientifically proven that it is possible to design bombs for biological warfare. Designing bombs against particular race!. In west, we had conducted such experiments on mice. Bomb made for particular gene effect only particular race! Not others!.

10000 feet....

His suggestion was simple but with devastating consequences...

He continued, “All human being has gene, different gene for different race ...His idea was to produce Billions and billions of genetically engineered virus and infuse it with Whiteman’s gene and makes small bombs and smuggle it into Europe and US, blast it by suicide bombers in the heart of every city!

5000 feet....

Bomb disintegrated into hundreds of small bombs with thundering sound spreading across the island. People on the ground ran helter skater .one after one bomb started busting with high velocity, making the small jungle island pulverized! .most of them perished in that attack.

Mr. Hopkins put terminator in program mode for mope up operation .search and destroys! He fed necessary data like location of island on earth etc...

On his large plasma monitor, he checked terminator’s program mode in action. A thin streak of violet ray pointing at thermal image of people on the ground, followed by the bolt of laser light hitting with dead accuracy. he could no longer watch people getting perished .he took remote access control of centralized system ( a sleeve like wearable bracelet with 6 inch x 4 inch flip top LCD screen with touch sensor key pad ) he wore it on his forearm and started working on second generation TERMINATOR system in his study room.

A three -D image of a second generation of terminator image was projected on a large screen. The main terminator stood above the earth like a guardian of our planet, bellow small baby terminator can be seen floating above each country who is partners in war o